Week 7 – Betty Jarra

Posted: May 15, 2011 in Betty Jarra, Week 07

 Flyinglesson 7

Not to walk!

Today I decided, a little half-heartedly, to maybe take a break.
Then at work, after about two hours out in the drizzle, I decide that a little rain can’t stop me from giving myself a gift of love.
But then, in the end, it becomes easier not to walk. I’ve got so many other things to do.
That’s when I get a total brain confusion.
Shoulds and should nots and guilt and anger and cowardice and demands and confusion and what would the world be like if everyone did it like you? and if you don’t do what you should! and keeping your promises, and so on and so on.

So that was a well needed lesson.
One day you don’t walk and it’s no big deal you just walk again the next day as usual.

Still so difficult to comprehend.
To just be, without that constant thinking.

 In a confused world up and down becomes the same

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Comments
  1. mike says:

    Be, you have wonderful insights.

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